I have been extremely emotional, annoyed, tired and cranky for the past 2 days.  I fucking hate PMS. 

my mood swings are like being on a ferris wheel at a carnival. In one day I can feel; sexy, exhausted, excited, crabby, happy, angry, cheerful, sad, hungry, depressed, hyper, fed up and nauseated.  I fucking hate PMS.

i hadn’t seen a pattern in the past because I didn’t pay much attention to the timing of these feelings.  Recently I’ve noticed a pattern. A monthly pattern. I fucking hate PMS. 

when I came home tonight I was feeling the sadness and helplessness of depression. Fortunately I am married to a wonderful guy and was able to let him know that I was upset, but I was, honestly, not upset at or about him.  I said “I am totally PMS’ing.  This sucks. And there is nothing I can do about it. I just want to crawl out of my skin.” John asked if he should leave me alone. “I don’t know!” was my reply. “ok” was his.  I fucking hate PMS. I love my husband. 

now, I have a beer in hand, and it is Friday night.  Dinner is cooking and I am chilling in front of the TV. Thanks for reading my rant. I wonder if anyone else can relate to me?

PMS, you suck.

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